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Friday, August 29, 2008.
Written with @ 4:13 PM.

Teachers' day celebration.School's performance kinda screwed, did not enjoy it one little bit ): Class party was fun and all, janet's farewell was very saddening tears and more tears.pictures, send them to me if you've.

I feel like going back t primary schl all these years but i didnt for all 4years cos most of my friends that i asked are not going back.plus people really change, k maybe i shld go back nxt yr HAHA.oh welll, and i think i might have gain alot of weight due to th intensive feasting session everyday.what shit when i alr hav fat thighs, mayb i shall go jogging ltr.argh k bye, don't feel like blogging tday.

& big hello to schl holiday! Self reminder: please go to westmall soon to repair ipod(i'm very sad that th warranty is over tsk) and stop dropping th phone.

Thursday, August 28, 2008.
Written with @ 9:58 PM.

Ah, finally a break after th long/short school term.so ytd AMaths paper1 was shit stuffs luh, do-able but yours truly have very weak foundation for trigo, differentiation and integration which are th main topics.hopefully i can get a D7, please no F9 if not i think i'll faint.& please, first qn only and all of us got different answers :O

EMaths paper1, slightly screwed.my 6marks flew into th sea cos i didnt bring my pencilcase=no protactor=cant do THAT question ): aye aye aye, if i got a low A1 or even A2 for this paper due to that question i'll kill myself or maybe slap myself real hard.argh argh argh.

Hmt paper tday was errr, idk how to say.i wrote 6pages for paper1 and surprisingly i still left w 10-15minutes to slack when i thought i'm writing very slowly alr cos yknow handwriting problem must focus on th chinese characters.no comments for paper2, maybe a lil hard?

Oh welllll, i'm overshoting my this week allowance and cutting into my savings like helllllll.monday was subway, tuesday was sumo house, wednesday was KFC, tday was jurong library cafe whats next? Oh ma, i spend like up to $10 every luch this week and mind you its only L-U-N-C-H only, ):

Plus i spend lots on online shopping and shopping these days, aiyah how.shitsxzsxzs, there goes my money( i cannot stand people who use moolah, no offence but i just dknow why LOL), ):

Tuesday, August 26, 2008.
Written with @ 4:27 PM.


SO CUTE SO CUTE SO CUTEEEEEEEEE! :D

Eh so english tday was okay i suppose.i hope i won't get mark down by my handwriting again, i tried my best to differentiate all letters from one another.narrative as still okay cos i totally vomit out my essay, sit.writing featured report is new to us but still i hope i didnt do too badly.compre was kinda blablabla, idk how do kind.aye, sometimes i wonder why parents didn't study hard in the past if not they can teach me english.i think they married too early, thats why Lol.but on th contrary they don't really care about my grades/studies as long as i try my best heh.oh welllll, emaths amaths tmr.


Monday, August 25, 2008.
Written with @ 6:47 PM.


SKINNY ENOUGH?!

ayeeee, i'm whining and whining and whining everyday, fat fat thighs.& my cousin was saying that i very unproportionate, "you very wierd leh.no flabby arms, no tummy but fat thighs.i bet there's nobody in the world like you" yeah quoted from him, retarded luh i think there's nobody in th world like me or else i'll be good friend w her mansxzsxz! Fat thighs are NOT okay, self denial or what? nvrm better than some people w skinny legs but w tummy and flabby arms right? okay i'm comforting myself again aye.whatever, i think it must have been all th jogging and training of badminton and netball and swimming since young that cause it.aye aye aye, period.

SS and chem tday.SS SBQ was a big big question mark cos idk anything abt th Iraq-Kuwait war but background inf did help that teeny weeny bit but SEQ was an ace(i thinkkkk) Lol.chem do-able mayb i'll pass w C5/6? aiyah if only i studied air and pollution, ): & tmr's angmoh paper, i dont wnna study f english but no choice no choice.i hate languages, be it english or HCL oh wellll.


[edit] see see see, i managed to change th pictures on top, yay yay yay![/edit]


Saturday, August 23, 2008.
Written with @ 9:16 PM.



As the rain stops and the sun shine, i see rainbows, coloring life.

today was totally not productive, travel here and there got my stuffs.watch alot teevee programmes, read a bit of chem and memorise only ONE essay for SS, ): ayeeee, this means i've t chiong finish everything tmr which is a bit impossible.argh life sucks



Friday, August 22, 2008.
Written with @ 8:34 PM.

REVIVE THE CHILDHOOD MEMORIES :}

S'pore lost, ): oh welllll, 4th position very good alr.& i realised that there's this chinese character on LiJiawei's hand, "wen"(stability).but i'm still very sad that it'll be her last time taking part in Olympics, a bit wasted ):

k have yet t finish studying for chem and helllooooo the SEQ bookl;et for SED not even up yet.and prelim starts in another 2days time and i still dknow what t memorise f SS, :@ aye aye aye, and long lonnnngg trip in mrt tmr, guess i'll hav fun memorising mansxzsxz! ):

Stuffs ordered arrived, :)


Thursday, August 21, 2008.
Written with @ 10:32 PM.


ARGH, i hate chem.i just seems t take a long long looonng time memorising simple stuffs like QA, :S anw on a different tone, LiJiawei got into th semis but i doubt she'll win th top paddler tmr.& even bronze medal play-off would be hard cos its all china players and yknow they're very very very pro ):

& mdm yehidaah and ms ng cheat my feelings, SED SEQ booklet not up yettttttt!

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Written with @ 5:49 PM.


PRATAAAAAA! :D
-, i shouldn't spend so much on online blogshop anymore.spent freaking ard 70plus on online shopping this week.this is bad ):
-, yay s'pore paddlers made it into quarterfinals.hopefully they can made it into semis which will be quite hard ohwelllll.
-, found new skin but i'm lazy t change argh.
Note to self: next week is prelim so please spend more time t study.

Wednesday, August 20, 2008.
Written with @ 6:25 PM.


5 more days to prelim, exact 2 more months to O's and 3 more months till we graduated.

ayeeee, great first paper for prelim is SS followed by chem but on th same day gosh! srsly, i just dont like chem at all.total 0% interest idk why.argh, howhowhow?!! SED, pray hard hard it comes out and chem i hope it'll be do-able.oh welllll.

Monday, August 18, 2008.
Written with @ 6:02 PM.

ENG O'S ORAL, ENG O'S ORAL, ENG O'S ORAL!

My dream rgrding th oral topic came true.i was still telling clique that day that i dreamt that education came out and the examiners asked me what's my fave subject & is education impt to me blabla.& guess what, tday's topic is not exactly th same but similar or rather lets just say its another way of them realating th qns t us.

Oh wellll, but still im damn scared.& i cried aft not bcos i think i screwed up my entire oral.i'm just plain worried/scared and its just a mixture of feelings i suppose.relief, kinda screwed reading aloud, worried that my effort did not pay off and so on.aye, idk but its over! and i realised i forgot t say authentic and independent learning, argh shitsxzsxz.

& Mr ong was rather concern if i speak singlish like what i usually do.but i know when t speak/write formally and when i can relax.oh well, i shld really buck up f th rest of my subjects and brush up all my weaker topics cos prelim is round th corner.

OH YAHYAHYAH! & i'm glad that s'pore won a silver Olympics medal aft 48years.and srsly i think that people should learn t spare a thought for others and put themselves in others' shoes like please.tho th 3players are not born in s'pore, they've alr got a PR and are considered s'poreans.why can we accept them? Moreover, they brought glory t s'pore and yet people are just bombarding them w negative comments.k whatever, i still like LiJiawei luh after xxx years.hopefully they can bring more medals in singles, mixed doubles & doubles play :D

I've found myself a secret yay! :D

Saturday, August 16, 2008.
Written with @ 10:14 PM.


I'm a huge Olympics freak or SEA games freak or whatever games since 13290472482 ago.& i love soccer, very cool okay and i've some autograph of a s'pore soccer player hee.Oh welllll, tmr must watch table tennis womens' finals and michael phelps.

Oral was okay tday, 28marks is very laoya ): "erms" "ehs" and awkward pauses cost me quite a bomb argh.I hope i can do well for monday, sincerely hoping & praying.

Friday, August 15, 2008.
Written with @ 6:29 PM.


I'M FREAKING HAPPY TDAY! :D
S'pore is assured a medal f table tennis women.yay yay yay, i'm a loyal fan ok.i rush home after maths f this, haha.i'm a happy duck currently (:

Oh welll, rather burnout these few days.& i screwed LCCI like wth.trial balance, capital & revenue expenditure, serve me right f not preparing tsk.but what done cant be undone, O's is what that matters.

Speaking of O's, monday is orallllllll! Day2 oral was damn hard, cctv hairstyle celebrities.gosh! I hope smth like education, racial harmony or technology will come out.and i heard A1 did pretty well for theirs, oh my! gnna go schl tmr morn f oral just when i thought i can get a good rest but i hope i've some improvements, DRAMA MAMA!

Monday, August 11, 2008.
Written with @ 12:18 PM.


ARGH i'm very very very sad that TaoLi didnt win any medals ):
BOO BOO BOO, badminton aint making any improvements too.i wnna watch TableTennis!! ):

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Written with @ 10:03 AM.


Channel 5 cheat my feelings, they made me wake up at 8plus trying t catch badminton but they didnt show it boo! k nvrm, shall go catch badminton now, swimming ltr! :D

I Y my F21 rainbowdress, lovelovelove.


Saturday, August 9, 2008.
Written with @ 10:35 PM.

I was damn piss w myself ytd.i stayed up in hope of catching s'pore parading out but i fell asleep on th sofa and when i woke up dang, its china's turn.USA & China have uper lots of athletes preaseeee.aye, nvrm forget it humph!

Sticked t th teevee this morning till late afternoon switching btwn channel u & 5 as they were live telecasting different sports from Beijing.I think volleyball & gymnastic very cool, :D Oh wellll, i just slack th whole of tday away watching tv & using comp since afternoon.arghhhh

Friday, August 8, 2008.
Written with @ 3:03 PM.


National Day Celebration, 4D1 is high.don't feel like elaborating cos its too many details t be mention.& we actually climb up t th 13level of blk 1 and dang it was a wasted trip, ): & i think kaisiang tday v.scary cos i accidentally/purposely poke him w a branch and he gave me a very cold stare.i should hav just kept my hands t myself.

& i just saw this on peiling's blog and i think its very true, "You are not me,so you wont understand me and I dont think you have any right to judge." I think this line fits exactly one person i've in mind.oh and people who boss ard thinking tht they're oh-so-right is super disgusting.bitch alot abt others but just didnt realise that they're not practicing what they preach, pot calling th kettle back aint it? Full of irony & contradiction.

most times i think my life sucks alot, cos its a fact that my life do lack of many many things.but on the contrary i shld be glad that i'm alr way more fortunate than many others, argh sounded so contradicting Lol.

SELF-REFLECTION:
1. what i blog abt my parents that day was wrong.tho i typed it only in a fit of anger nevertheless i shouldn't have said that, so reflected and deleted.

2. i'm sorry t those who i've ignored ytd cos i was annoyed by sth/somebody but ok now.its partially my fault.esp t jasvinder annabel graceL and peiling, i rlly didnt mean t tao y'all and give th super black and smelly face.tho you guys dont mind but still i've t apologise f my attitude.so yah, huge huge sincere sorry!

& lastly, my F21 dress hav arrived yay! :D
oh OLYMPICS and very lazy post photos, period.

Wednesday, August 6, 2008.
Written with @ 7:01 PM.


I'm too tired/ill to stay in schl f night focus tday, i srsly just couldn't last thru th few hours..I think i'm gnna sleep before 8pm tday.argh! Oh wellll, and i've got a new bag online.Its suppose t be brand new a/c t th girl but i doubt it is, k whatever.i'm always getting scam tsk.but at least my waist/back doesn't hurts that much anymore.Old injury.

MJT's leaving & i'm very sad cos she's a nice tcher who's willing t spend time teaching us maths instead of resting @ home even when she's ill.Furthermore, she comprised w our timing.I'm gnna miss her, but i swear my best present f her wld be A1 f my both maths f O's.

Sunday, August 3, 2008.
Written with @ 6:40 PM.

(EDIT)REFLECTED & DELETED!(/EDIT)

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Written with @ 12:26 AM.

E's bday party

th place reminded me of many many things-all those empty promises.& now, i srsly dont feel like going t prom agn, first people i wouldnt want t see wld be there, second the clicking part.oh welllll, sometimes i rlly dknow how t express my thoughts & stuffs.this is shit argh, & now i see th true color of friendship(s).

photos t be uploaded nxt time (:


Friday, August 1, 2008.
Written with @ 11:09 PM.

FIRST DAY OF THE LUNAR MONTH

I think NightFocus(NF) was rather effective and productive cos during the afternoon we'll all stay in class and do our revision.&during the night i've smart people like annabel t help me w chem and i think MJT is srsly very nice.Despite being sick and all, she still came back in the night t teach us maths!

& annabel said i shld join chior cos i can sing yay & t.huiling said tht i dont look like th type tht i will fail chem but unfortunately yknow yknow.seems tht i've some gruge against chem Lol.

oh wellll, k i forgot what i wnna type alr damn stupid.so lib, SAJC & E's bday tmr plus swimming on sun :D