Wednesday, September 10, 2008.
Written with ♥ @ 3:12 PM.
I.AM.SAD & Guestbook resumed.
I just receive some kinda news and i think its damn freaking brainless f th person t suggest this.B-C is not encouraged preaseee, helllloooo i do not want t get scoldings from unknown people.imagine th whole hella noise we would make, gosh! k i think i shouldn't comment/criticize anymore cos i doubt i can suggest something btr but ... aye nvrm.
Sometimes i really detest -.
Its like we're no sparetype fyi, we're not transparent like yoohoo, *waves hands frantically*.& sometimes, everything just seems so fake ... Idk.Seemed like the person i knew is no longer there anymore.
Aye, i am feeling kinda sore right now.Idk where to start but sometimes i really prefer talking to or meeting strangers or maybe people i dont really know.Ha, i'm a loner i like to be alone i've got no friends fullstop.I'm not asking much, but everybody else have their own friends that they wnna hang out with, i feel so so small insignificant and inferior.I just hope that i've friends who can be there for me 24/7, be true and everything.guess thats too much too ask for huh.Srsly I need a new lease of life, desperately.
Life sucks, or rather mine ain't going very smoothly.I feel like crying now, idk why.Its not 'bout th stress f studies.I'm just very despondent and helpless.To put it simply, sad.Moreover, I'm not really afraid of O's YET, i've no idea why.Its just having th mindset that "oh yes, must study hard and get into AC/SA.don't slack anymore its not gnna do you good.Rmb yr A1 A1 A1!" but procrastination.
Okay on a different tone, I was traumatised by th amt of fats and oil KFC's chicken have.I think if i were to consume th fats, my arteries are gnna clog and i'm gnna get arteriosclerosis(yes i am using a bio term cos tmr's bio paper).I am disgusted, somebody shld go tell KFC to choose less fatty chickens.& i love hotcakes but i dislike honey.mind you, diabetes!
& Emaths paper 2 ytd was easy but i can't believe i could not do the qn on the price of the oil.I tried like how many million times and yah when seeyuan told me th expression f B i was like oh.gosh.i.am.damn.stupid, argh.POA paper 2 was suppose t be easy but i kinda screw up TPL & Appropriation.BUT total confidence for depreciation.*slight grin* & Chem paper 1 tday was again suppose t be easy but i didn't study till this morning when i read thru that lil bit, so yah i doubt i can even pass.aye, blame no one but myself.
I shall stay at home, be a nerd be a loner cos nobody wants to go out with me.I shall sell away all my clothes since i don't get a chance to wear them.whats th point of having nice nice expensive clothes when nobody appreciates it.I shall sell away my shoes too, and my bags and my accessories.& then i'll have a lot of money and i'll bring them along with me when i die or donate all to charity.Oh no no no, i shall give it to my parents, see how filial i am.yknow there's only one thing in the world that remains unchange, that is kinship.
Aye and i'm very depressed over the fact that i'm getting more rotoud each day.when my flat tummy become one big tyre and when my alr fat thighs become fatter and less muscular and when my arms become too big and flabby to write and my alr very fat face become out of shape.It'll be doomsday mansxzsxs! But i'm not doing anything 'bout it, just continue feasting.great job right?
k goodbye, tmr's bio2 & poa1.I've 0% confidence for bio tho its suppose to be my btr science and poa, aye i think wang's gnna scream at me.I'll study ltr, i will i must i am.
& Some really random and old photos,
