Tuesday, September 30, 2008.
Written with ♥ @ 5:51 PM.
I.AM.GOING.TO.CHINA/SHANGHAI.
Sigh my passport has expired ):
Idk if i really want to go or not(k sounds so singlish but nvrm).
k lets see, let me list down all my troubles:
1. Must go renew/make new passport(troublesome)
2. My dad has some phobia of driving cars and my mum couldn't get a license despite 209472874 tries Lol.so moral of story is no car not convenient super mafan either cab or mrt boo!
3. Must start saving money cos needa buy winter wear and miscellaneous.Plus please don't forget abt prom & graduation ayeee.
4. Gnna find a job soon but need to take leave for a week aft starting work for a few days/week? Sounds ridiculuous.
5. Idk whats the fear inside me.Maybe i'm afraid that my friends will abandon me or sth.Gj and PeiLing are bunking in a room sigh which means i've to share w someone else.I hope its glenice, or maybe four of us can share a room or sth.AIYAH IDK LASXZSXZ.
See so many many many troubles.plus i srsly don't wnna go prom cos first nobody to buy prom dress w me bcos my friends are buying w their parents/mum.& whats more, i've got to pay for my own prom dress.& retarded to go shopping f prom dress alone right? k see first, i might pon and waste that $85.
On a different tone, i need to buck up cos yingting asked this qn tday: "So how prepared are y'all for O's? How many %?" I was thinking that i'm not even prepared, 0% ): There's like so many things that i'm still unsure of plus everybody has done stacks and stacks of worksheets/exam papers.Sigh.
Zzz.I'm always full of complains.I think i'm a pain in th neck man! ... & Sometimes I srsly envied other people's friendship? Its surprising that they spend almost all their available time w each other but for me it doesn't really occur this way.It seemed that i no longer plays a part in their life.Idk.My friends are smart and pretty and skinny but i'm not.See th bigbig difference btwn us, sigh.k whatever.
Must.Stop.Thinking.So.Much.
