Tuesday, September 16, 2008.
Written with ♥ @ 6:09 PM.
TODAY IS A VERY S.A.D DAY ):
Okay to begin with the story i had tday, it was stomachache aft breakfast idk why.i don't want to shit, i do not have menstrual cramp cos i never had(except f one pathetic time i think).Its just pain not acute ones tho, it last for like idk how many hours but it subside aft PE which is a good sign right?
So i was kinda happy and relax but dang, SS/Hist lesson=get back Prelim results.However, yehiddah said that she cant give th papers back to us yet so she just told us our grades.
Yehiddah(very solemn): Ruby you're improving
Me: Oh okay(I was thinking of a B4 or sth better)
Yehiddah: C5(gives smile)
I was very dejected throughout SS/Hist lesson sigh.Idk why i started doing very badly for ss&hist since S3, i was th A1/2/B3 kind in lower sec thn dang when it comes to upper sec it became C6(all th time).I should have took geo or rather i'm suppose to take geo, aye sigh shakes head.
Then went to bio class feeling alr very demoralised when i'm hit with even greater setbacks.I thought i could do relatively well for bio but turns out otherwise.With all th showing off in class, i very much wanted to cry but i manage to save them till recess.Damn retarded, this is stupid i know.
k and guess what, aft eating during recess, th pain came back -.- At first, i thought it was gastric but srsly it can't be la cos i eat more than 3meals per day (yes i know i'm fat and shouldn't be eating that much but aiya s'pore got slimming centres rightsczx?) sigh.anw thank god there's nth much f english tday but its gnna be hell tmr :S
So it was maths(w/o MJT) and EMaths paper 1 were given back.and i THOUGHT(agn) that i could do well for my EMaths cos my EMaths is my strongest sub(suppose to be).Huge disppointment mansxzsxz, 11 marks gone=A1 gone=drop 3 grades.Part of it is due to the no pencilcase.no protractor question and the others are careless mistakes, i am damn stupid i tell you.
Lucky higher chinese is not as screwed as th others, B4.Sigh tday is a really unlucky/lousy/sad day, but prata aft schl w grace kinda lift my spirit up a little.Life sucks, i wnna cut myself and bled to death(k i won't cos i'm afraid of pain, i'd rather jump off th building LOL).
Some people just love to contradict themselves and they often speak in contrary to what they themselves said or to what others said.Finding excuses for themselves is just a brainless way to cover their lies.Sucha joke, junveile matters.
All i hope for is a better tomorrow & for O's: not to repeat those stupid mistakes made.
34 days, 5 weeks(barely 4days to revise each subject.eerie!)
