Friday, October 31, 2008.
Written with ♥ @ 9:58 PM.
Oh i didn't realise my sister birthday was ytd cos she was home after her vb sessions but still, happy belated b'day.
Was really drained out tday. POA 1, 2 & Bio 2. All papers today were manageable, fortunately. POA paper 2 was the very first paper today and it started as early as 8am which i bet most of you are still snoring in bed. Some predicted questions came out but the paper ain't much of a challenge compared to the schl papers we did.
Paper 1 was an ace, finished the supposingly 1hr paper in uh 25minutes and this includes checking the paper for about 3times. The whole class was practically stoning/sleeping about 20 minutes before the paper ends, the teacher seemed abit anxious to collect the papers too. The time dragged on like there's no tmr, i feel so lethargic but can't seem to sleep. Check out the people around me, look outside the class, check the paper repeatedly, look at the clock and finally 11.45am!! Haha, i think i could do relatively well for the papers tho i only started starting ytd evening. Thankfully, i mastered all my weaker topics and it came out so yay.
Bio paper 2 was do-able. I didn't really memorise anything or whatsoever but yah not a tough paper. Oh wellll, so practically came back and slack till now. Gnna tv more later on and sleep till late morn tmr thn start SS. Sigh, i wanted to go to the library but ... nvrm. 3 themes for SS, 2 days. After ss would be freedom, left with Hcl and all the Mcqs yay.
So I was thinking that after SS paper on monday, we can go celebrate and enjoy ourselves a little. But one would be busy with Lit, another with the hope of pia-ing Hcl while the last don't even have time for me dismissing those earlier promises. I hardly spend time with you outside schl or should i say none. You've changed, no longer calling me out for activities like what you used to do. I did my part, asking you out but you're always busy with S, A and J. Job-hunt, i need somebody to go with me but none was there, it was disheartening really.
I valued all of you as my friends, close friends bestfriends girlfreinds whichever you choose to be. And what i ask for is that you'd appreciate them and treat me as one too. Is it that hard or am i just asking too much? Read my p.schl friend's blog, she seemed to be spending every moment of her life with her girlfriends. I yearn and envy knowing that it'd be mission impossible.
